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a little bit of an update...
haven't run since last monday, have been trying to let my body heal (been sick) - I'd really love not to be continuously sick all the time...

training has been semi ok...all my friends are training for comp and i'm not, so i'm a little bit stuck, goal-less for now which means i'm just floating around at training...i hate not having goals to train for. and yes i'm doing new routines and skill work/refining, but it's just blergh...i do HO P, b/s, jumps, HO T, DB T today. Easily could've just done the four skills in a row...I wish I could get my rudis fabulous and then learn rudi outs...and I wish my coach had a flippin' idea about progressions...i'm never really going to learn anything beyond the four doubles because she doesn't coach for parallel learning...you do the drills for about two weeks and then you're expected to just pull the skill around...oh well...i want to do 1/2 1/2s (HIHO) :D

on the bright side of finishing comp, i can eat whatever i want. on the downside, i've been so lazy and put on a stack of weight, and also lost soo much strength. I found my old elite tramp strength program last night, i'm hoping to start on that...

oh and 8 weeks till Hunter Valley HM...to which i'm just all "la la la" and most likely won't even be close to being ready for...

i dislike this "whatever" kinda phase, but, hey. it happens.